Day 48: Let go & let go & let go (repeat)

Yesterday I cried. I cried from what I assume was stress or a whole web of complicated feelings. My post from yesterday was not that well written or thought out…but it was full of feeling. I was bubbling over last night, but I couldn’t figure it out. I couldn’t express it. I have this frustration,Continue reading “Day 48: Let go & let go & let go (repeat)”

Day 43: A More Graceful Passion

I am not feeling much inspiration to write today. I think when I get to the 50 day mark, I will change my schedule to 5 days/ week or perhaps just allow myself some time off. Maybe I need a goal with the writing. I enjoy it because it helps me think things through. IContinue reading “Day 43: A More Graceful Passion”

Day 42: Seeking Truth

Today I was thinking about a conversation I had with a random date like 3 years ago. It was pretty clear that we weren’t going to be a thing, but we were friendly and enjoying each other’s company. We just weren’t a good match, and we knew it. But, we sat in a very swankyContinue reading “Day 42: Seeking Truth”

Day 36: Why am I enjoying this process so much?

I have to admit…I love writing my500words everyday…like LOVE. I look forward to it. Why is that? I don’t really have readers. I don’t really have a big, grand goal related to this. This functions as a personal journal, albeit impersonal in details, that I post for the world to see. What is it aboutContinue reading “Day 36: Why am I enjoying this process so much?”

Day 35: Why do I look outside?

Why do I look outside when everything I need is within? Why do I want someone else to validate my idea before I commit? Why? Is this human? Is this normal? Is this madness? Potentially yes to all of these questions. An important lesson that I keep having to learn over and over again isContinue reading “Day 35: Why do I look outside?”

Day 31: How to know what you want

This morning, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I ate a lot of crackers and snacks very late at night, felt dehydrated before sleeping, and woke up earlier than I would have preferred. I have felt kind of crabby ever since. Now, I have an offer to do something that IContinue reading “Day 31: How to know what you want”

Day 30: Magnets Don’t Work Like That

Yesterday I posted about manifestation and detailed a professional shift I wanted to make. I feel like I made a mistake in my approach, though. I basically asked universal forces to tell me what I should do or what I was supposed to do. However, more and more, I don’t think that we are SUPPOSEDContinue reading “Day 30: Magnets Don’t Work Like That”

Day 29: Blue Duck Manifestation on Fleek

I mentioned in my post yesterday that I was working to manifest a blue duck…any kind of blue duck in any kind of format. I just needed it to be called to my attention. It had to be obvious to me that there was a blue duck in my life as a result of thisContinue reading “Day 29: Blue Duck Manifestation on Fleek”

Day 28: Blue Duck Manifestation

Today is day 28! Wow. I can’t believe it has only been 28 days. If I am honest, I feel like I have been doing this for year. With well over 15,000 words, I am about 1/3 of the way done with my first non-fiction book 😉.  Kind of. In any case, I have gottenContinue reading “Day 28: Blue Duck Manifestation”